This was just a moment...

Left side. 2nd or 3rd one down, I forgot my book at home. Understanding.

I think we were supposed to pick a facet of the refracted God image [the diamond thing] and explain it, but I could be wrong. I'll do my best. I know this is 2 in one day, but I need to do this because it's my only free moment this week. And I only have 10 minutes, so I'll try and add later, but if I don't...

There is a moment. For me it ususally happens on a test. Last year, during Geometry, it happened on every single test, as I was writing the proof for some square or rectangle or whatever we had to prove existed. Or didn't. Or should, or shouldn't. [I didn't like Geometry.] Anyway, the moment came. God, it was like sex. Suddenly, even though I hadn't understood anything about what square shouldn't exist or whatever before, suddenly I did. I felt it, I understood it, I put all the proverbial pieces together and the proverbial image was pasted together inside its proverbial frame. This facet of God, understanding, is just that. Knowledge, unexplainable and probably undeserved. That moment, when I understand, is definitely a blessing from God. I understand this much more than I do Spinoza. I can't think of another way to say this.

This is a short one, I know. But it's a facet I need, I crave, I depend upon.